It seems as if everytime I try to take a step forward, I move too steps back. Is it because I stopped paying my tithes about 2 months ago? I mean even so, I know people have lives 20 times harder than mine, but why does it feel as if the simplest of things I cannot excell in or something is always holding me back. I guess that is a part of life for everyone. There has been so much trivial BS that keeps trying to come up against me and have me wanting to hate my life or seriously hurt other people. I know it is not worth it, and if I were to do something of that nature, I’d have to still suffer the consequences. I just wish I had a tadbit of insight on which things where going to get better. From issues with my apartment complex, to the places where I want to move, the things I feel I am worth and don’t have. As much as I am ashamed to say it, not feeling motherhood the way I thought I would. It all comes with the territory. Trouble don’t last always but sometimes it’s hard for me to convince myself of this. I know the bad times are only temporary as are the good, just waiting for things to switch up I guess. not to mention i think i have an abcess in my mouth…ugh
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